allein aufgrund der tatsache, dass ich in einer wg wohne, bin ich statistisch gesehen also alleinstehend?!

[aha, wieder was gelernt...]

I can tell that you're lonely
but it seems now, there's nothing you want me to do.
I won't try to take the sadness from those eyes that I love -
Leave it open for someone else to.

[The first verse is wanting to deny the truth behind his sad eyes.
The next part is trying to work through it, and doing normal things but it still not being good enough.
Then there is the acceptance that nothing she can do is good enough because he has to make himself feel better alone. 'Keep my love as light as a feather' - trying to just be there as a friend. 'Keep my heart breaking in the dark' - not showing him, or others, how much she is hurting over the impossible situation too. 'Come and spend the night... ' - just wanting things to go back to how they were before.
In turn, she forgets about her own hurt, focussing on him.]

schlafmuetzigkeit

ich lasse das chaos einfach bestehen.
so sieht es nach leben aus in diesen leeren raeumen.

---

es umflutet mich. durchstroemt mich. nur diese stimme in den wellen der musik. shh.

cuz i’ve seen myself quiver
with a body of toxins
so this is nothing at all
the heart of a genius
steals the soul of a recluse
so this is nothing at all

it’s time to face up to my fears
distinguish the glares from the cheers
i don’t want to anymore
the world's what you make in your head
it’s my time to flourish instead
of what i've done up to now

[atomica - quiver]

[du vervollstaendigst mich]

wir sprechen nicht viel an diesem morgen. das geschriebene wort durch das auge in den kopf zu fuehren zaehlt mehr als jeder versuch der kommunikation.
jeder fuer sich und wir fuer uns.
drei tage warten auf vollendung.

[ich lasse mich treiben. weit.]

schatten ziehen auf.
wenn, ach wenn doch nur...
wenn ich was geben koennte.
auf all die wenn.
auf all die aber.
wenn...

if i could, i'd love you more. better than that.

[me vs. me]

[januar 2008]

frankfurt? das ist doch die stadt da bei darmstadt?!

[hm, ja genau, das kaff zwischen oberursel und darmstadt.]

[...Well I've been here before
Sat on a floor in a grey, grey mood
Where I stay up all night
And all that I write is a grey, grey tune

So pray for me child, just for a while
That I might break out, yeah
Pray for me child
Even a smile would do for now

'Cause I'm all alone again
Crawling back home again
Stuck by the phone again

Have I still got you to be my open door?
Have I still got you to be my sandy shore?
Have I still got you to cross my bridge in this storm?
Have I still got you to keep me warm?...]